- movin to a new location across town (still in da stack of course) - halfway done wit skool (contemplatin takin off for summer) - got my raise to finally break my goal of makin __ per hour (think id rilly reveal my salary here?) - sum1 shot a damn BB into my new car! (startin 2 rust up already errrr..)
iono wut else to put. got alot on my mind 2 think bout nowadays. budgetin ur funds is nothin in comparision to budgetin time in life. you can be rich and have all the money in the world, but time is somethin u cannot buy.
one week later and im updating already! heh, i remember wen i used to do this EVERY day.. talk about lazy! oh well, onto the update. sometimes, fear keeps you from experiencing life and what it has to offer. fear is the opposite of determination and ambition. its real definition is something that you may or may not be afraid of, but ur uneasy about the situation. but on the other hand.. fear can actually be a catalyst. "face your fears" is what everyone seems to say. there are a few fears that i hold within myself that ill probably never get over, but thats life. sometimes knowing that youre capable to being scared keeps you sane, keeps you grounded. im not gonna go off n talk shit cuz "i aint scared of nothin" but at least im human. anyways, back to the topic. fear is whats keeping me from being the person i wanna be, but it also keeps me the person i am today. i keep talking about change in my blogs, so why hasnt a change occurred? one word. FEAR.
sleepy durin the afternoon? heh.. better believe it. well.. onto the blog. i bet everyone in their life has done something they regret, or may eventually regret. yet these choices were made. people must learn to deal with it or be stuck in the past forever. now which do you wanna be.. someone who lives for now? or someone who lives for the future by learning from the past? these are two completely different ideals, yet both can affect you for the rest of your life. which person do i wanna be? should be? will be? only time will tell..
